Totally a Downer

Just so you know this post is a downer, and I apologize. But this shit has been on my mind and it makes me angry as hell.

I tell ya, people suck, in the last few days I've heard like the most terrible stories about people just being totally amoral...actually fuck amoral these kids are all totally evil. Its been getting to me.

Like I heard a story the other day about some 16 year old girl. She was at a party and the guy she was with get her so drunk she passed out, after she passed out he pulls her pants down and just starts having sex with her. Then of course somebody has a camera and starts filming it. The girl wakes up eventually, and says, "I've been raped". She has the guy up on charges I guess, and the guy involved and his father are protesting that she wasn't passed out and that she wanted it. The father is quoted as saying "Just look at the tape, you can see she's awake" and "its just a bunch of kids having fun. Honestly I think parenting is going to hell. If something like this happened to me(except I wouldn't because I'm not totally evil), my father would yell and beat the shit out of me...because I'd deserve it.

Then I hear another story about a 12 year old kid, who's face was set on fire, by a bunch of teens using a homemade flamethrower, for no known reason. I mean WTF!!!! I cringed when I hear this. This kids life could be totally ruined. His tougne, lungs, and eyes are burned from inhaling the smoke. I mean they had the grandmother saying she had to restrain herself from going house to house trying to find the people that did this and harm if not kill them. And in my mind she has every right to. The kids who did this should never see the light of day ever again.

Then finally the last story, in a school auditorium a developmentally challenged girl(severe speech impediment) was punched in the face and forced to perform sex acts to a large group of men again on camera, as dozens of others looked on. She was found bleeding from the mouth. In the video one of the boys told the victim: "If you scream, I'll have all my boys punch you." Then Someone punched her in the face and she dropped to her knees. This girls speech impediment makes it so she can only be understood if she's calm and can think carefully about her words. So she can't even verbalize what happened to her. These should all be castrated.

Sorry to be such a downer...but Son of a bitch just hearing about stuff like this makes me lose all hope for humanity, and I blame the kids for being evil fuckheads, and I blame the parents for raising evil fuckhead kids.

Work is Hard....Who Knew?

I tell ya this 8-5 stuff and 12-9 stuff at work is killin me. Plus didn't help that I only got one day off, as opposed to the 2 I'm supposed to have. My schedule keeps changing. Originally i had Thurs and Fri off, then Mon and Thurs, and now Tues and Thurs. I just want a regular schedule, so I can actually plan ahead for things.

A few days ago I picked up a new Camera that is a Digital Camcorder, Digital Camera, and Webcam. Its pretty hot, I got it cheap only for like $75, but it actually works really well. Just gotta be careful of blurryness and make sure its not too dark, its not good in the dark. This means I should have some new Photo or Video stuff soon.

Website wise I been messing with the backend a bit of this website, and after messing with it for a while and totally messing it up, I realized that I was pretty smart when i designed it, since its set up the only way it could really work. So I pretty much made it back the way it was. Also thinkin about trying to get away from blogger, and installing Moveable Type, cause then this site would be 100% coded and set up by me.

I have a couple side projects that are in development or in the planning stages. The first you already know about, the Joint site for me and Catherine, which is comming along very slowly. I got it to look right, but now I gotta get Comments and archives to work. Once I have that set up I have some cool stuff I can add, what with the new camera and all. Also a site has been planned with the most Matty of N's. ConservativeDorks, since we're conservatives and dork pretty much. It gives us excuses to talk about both Dorky things like Anime VideoGames, and Comics, and also Political stuff since Matty is a political whore. I'm prolly gonna use that submenu layout for that site. So thats what I got comin down the pipe.